jock my nuts.

once again im in swimming class, first time ive decided to "forget my clothes" though. i generally enjoy this class, i look like shit after, but its something to keep my mind off of the day. today has been so fucking shitty. last night i couldnt fall asleep and all i could think about was depressing things, which i wrote about. i came to school, i was tired, i felt sick but i was in an overall good mood. went to german, talked to people. went to math, got dirty looks from lucs date to homecoming. had tommy walk me to world history, typed a blog that was funny but didnt post it. went to lunch, laughed at katie not being able to get her bottle and stuff like that. went to earth space, laughed so hard i cried because of tomi and her dead hamster with a tumor. design, i drew shit then bugged taylor and stephanie.

music, got all shy. i get kind of... nervous when im around someone i like, its one of those... "i like him, he liked me yesterday, does he like me today?" things. annoying. we didnt talk at all, but he did turn around and make his homecoming date that he hated oh so much laugh. jealousy has turned into my most well known enemy. i was also told that he said the pain ball welts all over his body were hickeys, hes such a bullshitter unless someone gave him hickeys after i made-out with him. at this moment i remembered how he wouldnt let me read his texts yesterday... hes hiding something and i really need to know what, if i dont find out what the hell is going on and make sure of everything then i may as well get over him and move on to someone else, i dont want to do that at all honestly. he told me a lot of secrets but now i feel like none of them matter because he isnt telling me what i need to know. feck!

it was great until music... now im tired and i want to go home. im not staying after, fuck that shit. till later, jock my nuts mother fuckers!