hrm..

im worried and i cant help it. he treats it like its no big deal, i guess to him it isnt, but not many of my friends have to get organs removed from their body. i dont know why, im not going to ask, but i can worry dont say i cant. i got my last like huge hugs for a while today, zach was finally able to pick me up, good deal i guess. i love how his friends were all counting the hugs i got, ha ha i get hugs because im amazing, and because hes my favorite freshman. i dont have texting because my phones broken so i probably wont talk to him until he gets back to school. boo! im going to go crazy. i need to hear that kid talking about electric stairs!

other news, bens mad at me for something that happened last week. ha ha right now i could honestly care less, everything was fine bringing it back up does literally nothing but start a new fight. i dont think he knows that if he doesnt want to talk to me he doesnt have to. theres always drama with me and him, id like to be friends but if we cant manage that without him starting arguments about old stuff oh well i guess.

I SKIPPED LIT TODAY! my first skip of the year that wasnt an open mod leaving school. it was just because i didnt do my character sketch thing and i heard she was in a bitchy mood, i was not ready for that shit on my half day. i have to stay after for homework this week anyway, i can just sneak detention in there. they'll never know.

i gauged my ears today, my earing holes usually close up really fast so its no big thing but now steph has my dead ipod... sad sad sad. im really really worried, like more worried than i am about zach, about alex mason. ive never done anything to hurt him before and i know other people have. apparently he wants everyone to leave him alone and im going to respect that. i know she hurt him and i know i cant help that, he knows im here if he wants to talk but i also know he wont talk to me about it. i guess i can live with that.

i had subway today! oh and id like to welcome weston's name to the blog, i kissed him on the nech and cheek today for no reason what so ever. because of that i win world domination and a wardrobe to get into narnia without rhe white witch seeing me. weston and i both agree that this is beast.

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by the way blogger was FAIL today.