Zebras Don't Moo

as always, there was more to last night. i talked to sean about how his friends rolled over in their car at the albino people park. i talked to ben about zach and mitch the magical on comedy central. i talked to alex mason about how he wasted my time and how he's a dumb ass to go back to a dumb sluty bitch who hurt him so bad in the first place.

a summery of me and benjamin's conversation: almost the whole time he was trying to get me to flirt and hit on zach and i told him at least twelve times it wasnt going to happen so it was pointless trying. then somehow i changerd the subject to the guy on comedy central. he talked about sex and inverted nipples, i made a comment about sami charf having inverted nipples. then the guy talked about having sex with a girl on her period, me and ben automatically thought of each other and his ruined boxers from the eighth grade. it was so funny ha ha ha!

a summery of me and sean's conversation: he was talking about his friends that flipped over in a car at hummel park, then he asked what i did that night and he read my blog. he started talking about how if it was the same chazz he was thinking of he wanted to kick his ass, i told him i used to bully him in elementary school and that it wasnt necessary. then he was talking about how i should just leave stuff out of my blog if i felt uncomfortable telling everyone everything. at this point i was pissed about ben trying me to go for zach and the alex mason conversation you'll hear about next, my reply was something along the lines of, "its my fucking blog i'll do what i fucking want with it, if i left stuff out it wouldnt be real, im sick of talking to people about my problems over and over again, i dont need to hear advice anymore and i dont have half as many problems as i did before, plus people need to hear what i say about them whether it makes me uncomfortable or not. dont tell me what to do with my stuff, and if thats the same fucking freshman chazz leave him the fuck alone because he's had enough from me." i was super mad. at that point i logged off the computer all together.

a summery of alex mason's conversation: he was talking about how everything was better with christie. he tore his muscle on purpose just because of her, we talked for hours calling her a slut and a whore, we both learned to hate her and her bullshit, just for him t go back to her? i was at a loss. i was ready to kick the dumb little cunt in his face. my solution was to tell him not to talk about her around me because it pissed me off that he was such a fucking idiot. i told him to take me off his mail list too, big step, but all he talks about is her. i figure this will be close to a dead end for our friendship but honestly im willing to risk that is he wants to be such a fucking dickhead.

today so far i woke up, called thayne back, called my non-answering aunt, read everyones new blogs, got on first class, downloaded music sarah sent me. theyre really good songs too, i know most of them :). i read sean's blog and left a comment considering it was made for me. looked at my profile views, as of right now i have 450. i had 420 last night and i clicked out of the page too late to take a picture, by the time i got back to it it was at 430. fuck life.

i need to shower and stuff for my cousin j.p.'s birthday, he's a freshman at millard south this year and if any of my dumb ass friends want to date him i will gladly laugh while kicking you in the back of the head. he's a freshman because he got held back because he's a dumb ass. i could tell you stories from his past but i dont have time. catch ya later zebrabitches :)