
So I’m pretty sure we all know that I got my computer taken away for “inspection” recently because of an “incident”. But still not all of my friends can keep up with the pace of my life so I’ll explain. Last week on formspring someone randomly decided to call one of my friends ugly and sluttish and what not, so me being the amazing person I am stood up for her. I talked about how she was the opposite of what this person was saying and that I’d shoot whoever said it (not being serious, I mean come on I’m not really homicidal), still tech got involved and took my computer because apparently it was “in violation of the user agreement”. Here’s the catch, all of the stuff I said to defend my friend was on my home computer, so they checked it and it turns out I was telling the truth. I think I’m allowed to say HAH. Though since they still suck they decided to delete everything on my computer, my homework, my photos, my music, everything… and they scraped off my stickers. I would have taken off the stickers myself and I would have backed up all of my stuff if Jim hadn’t demanded my computer right away. I’m so incredibly pissed off about this, I’m responsible and they could have realized that before they messed up everything on my laptop, tech support are a bunch of imaginary friends named Dick that hide in men’s pants. If anybody has any good stickers my one lonely sponge bob $1,000 bill sticker is pretty lonely… by the way those of you who remember my blues clues sticker, I got that on me and Lochlans first date along with some other sponge bob dollar stickers, intense right?
In other news winter formal was pretty okay, it’s not what I was expecting by any means but it was “ight”. I kept seeing douche-fag around which was really annoying, but I dealt the best I could (I made myself the center of attention, it’s better than having all of my attention be on him). He was with her, surprise surprise (I honestly don’t mind her, I just don’t like the fact that she’s with him. She’s too pretty, too witty, and too spontaneous to be with him… I just think he doesn’t deserve her. I mean sure he’s gorgeous but he’s a douche/nerd/up-tight/loser.). Hung out with people, got super pissed at the end of the night, but it was the end of the night so the whole day wasn’t totally fucked. I had my hair curled and I had on a prettyfull dress, I received lots of complements which made me feel… well happy, I think it gave me too much confidence (hah, no such thing). Mitch should have won battle of the bands, I wanted to go up there and pull a Kanye saying that he was the best of all time and that I’d give the microphone back in a second.
So my friend likes this guy who I’m pretty good friends with, and he likes her too. The only thing is that she’s worried that he’d get made fun of if her ever really hung out with her because let’s face it, her friends are douche bags. I honestly think that it’ll crack him a bit but I know he’ll be able to deal with it over time; he’s a strong boy. I also think that if he really likes her he’ll do pretty much anything to be with her and make it work. The only thing that really worries me is his previous relationship and the fact that he bounces around thinking he likes someone that he doesn’t because he’s trying to get over the love of his life, though I know she’s getting over a lot of feelings too, they may be just right for each other… or they could hurt each other more. I just hope it all works out, even if I do think she could have better taste, especially in the looks department.
Along with talking about crushes, I think I may have a couple of my own. I’m sure that they’re nothing I’ll act on because I don’t know if I’m ready and I don’t think they’d like me. Something about me being ten times less attractive than all of the other girls in the school worries me, I guess I just don’t want more stress in my life whether it’s from crush drama or worrying about my looks, it’s not worth it. I mean they’re pretty boys, immature boys, flirty boys, everything I don’t need, so I don’t think it’ll be too hard to forget about. Maybe when they grow up a bit they’ll come see me.
Turned in my cheerleading permission forms today, it made things more real; I’m worried but excited still. Oh and in case I don’t post this until way later, today is Tuesday the 16th. I think I’m done with this for tonight, I wish I had pizza, ciao.
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