its not what they said.

i fucked up

i probably should have known

i dont want this

i wont ever want this

you make me happy

when we talk my stomach freaks out

last night i couldnt sleep because of it

you know i cannot do this though

not if its going to be how it is now

i was going to give you a week

although the obvious changes things

i wont be your fuck buddy

i wont be your friend with benefits

i wont be your go to girl when it comes tho this

ive been hurt before

hell ive been hurt by you before

i cant let it happen again anytime soon

stop saying that you dont know and give me an answer

you know what i have to offer

you know how i feel

you know what i want you to do

that doesnt mean you have to though

i guess all im really saying is i cant just do this

i cant kiss you and hold your hand

not while you dont know what you want

so tell me what we are already because i was not made for all this