halloween?

thinking a bit

mainly about my halloween plans

they seem to change often

first trick-or-treating

then haunted housing

now movie marathon

i hate the way plans change sometimes

i mean i dont right now

im kind of happy about it for right now

but like i said im thinking

not the best idea

ever

so my thoughts on trick-or-treating

i dont like candy

i never really have

i dont have a costume or money for a costume

and i hate doing it period

i dont want to dress up just to go out in the cold

my thoughts on haunted housing

i love them

i want to get scared

but id be going with josh

josh and his friends

which would be incredibly weird

only because i know how josh feels about me

right now i can say i dont feel the same and it would be so awkward

my thoughts on the movie marathon

i want to go over to lucs

but i dont want to do things

not sexual things anyhow

im not sure how this will work

actually im sure it wont work

i just cant be the girl he only does things with

im in it all or nothing

friends with benefits is not an option at this point