monday, monday.

so monday was... alright i guess. it was actually kind of horrible, i was super tired. i didnt sleep much sunday night. then people were all "mahh!" and i was like "fuck off!" actually no. ha ha. before school i was with anthony and ruby listening to ruby's song. then we realized we had 3 minuets to get to homeroom. my homeroom sucks, blah di blah. German was funny, it usually is with jamie, jake jake, and eric though. jake jake got kicked the FUCK out, he was looking through the window making faces and shit though. it was probably the 5th time i told him my phone was broken. eric cut his hair, ha ha ha. Geometry with eric was almost as good as german. After geometry he told me what he did, no im not telling any of you, i dont know if im allowed to but im not going to break his trust now. Then had world history, we had a sub. open with eric, danielle, jesse, tyler, and other people. i told eric i would throw ketchup at him but jesse was being a douche so i through it at him, apparently he's going to get me back good, lmao yeah fucking right the best you could ever do is tell me my shoes dont match my outfit. eric accidentally spilled milk on danielle and she flicked it on the table, it hit jesse... he punched the table like a dumb fuck. it was great.

so then i had earth space large group, i talked to this girl the whole time, her name is either toni or tomi, its confusing. honestly, i think she's really cute and she has a good sense of humor, i also think she's straight... well ya win some and lose some. then had design with bobby face! ha ha i love that kid! he sucks at drawing but thats okay because i had to label all my shit. stephanie g. was there, i looooveeee her too tehehe.

the rest of the day was shitty, i kept falling asleep in music then my acp teacher was getting on my nerves and she decided to make comments about the attitude i had, i told her that she hadnt seen me with half an attitude yet and its better not to encourage it. she did, i completely ignored her.

~im getting better at controlling myself~

swimming was next, it was okay. mason and i arent on good terms and im learning to hate joey. although i loveeee kate! the freshman are all pretty cool in that class, i wish zach was still there though. well after swimming in the locker room the little popular freshman that i like were talking about kate behind her back, and she walked in. i had no clue who they were talking about then she said kate and kate was right behind her. i looked kate straight in the eyes and said i love kate. she's incredibly nice and we have funny conversations about nothing and everything. she's a good fucking friend and just because she gets on their nerves doesnt mean shes a bad fucking person. although she didnt know i smoke pot which was interesting to tell her, she's okay with that though i think, im not going to force her to do what she doesnt want to do, more for me and my stoner hoes. ha ha.

after school zach was there! he usually is but i was happy, until he told me he gets surgery wednesday... i was like nooo! that means i dont get to see him for four days including the weekend. that means i had monday and tuesday to be as clingy as possible and get my fill of zach before he leaves. sad day. it was cool we sat listening to panic, he saw my tits for the first time. i believe that i hid my jealousy pretty well ha ha. the funny thing is he's probably going to read this and be like, aww shes jealous of other girls but she has no reason to be because we're not even dating. well heads up zach and everyone else, i have jealousy issues but i dont bring them up or talk about them or even act like im jealous. so, uhm, yeah. turns out zach knows more about how i feel towards him than you guys do but its only because i told him in secret. secrets out, i like him. its funny too because he's one of my best friends, a freshman, who looks like my ex, and he doesnt like me like that. oh happy days. blah anyhow, HI ZACH! IM WATCHING YOU! IM OUTSIDE OF YOUR WINDOW WITH MY RADIO!

joe was at school after school today, it was exciting. nobody knew to pick me up so they were super late. i didnt talk much on the ride home and when we got home i went straight to bed. i dont know what time it was but i remember my grandma saying she brought home a cheese burger for me, SWEET! i havent eaten it yet though. i actually just woke up because i had to take a tampon out. i was dreaming about planets and people and weird shit that i thought about while i was on the toilet peeing but dont remember now.

i checked my first class i had like 30 messages, that always happens when i dont check it for like 5 hours. im hearing weird noises, well not weird but like the base to something, but it sounds like a drum set. its weird ive never heard anyone play before, they're not too amazing. and its 2 in the morning... damn Mexicans! ha ha blah! im gonna go eat that burger while i have a chance. hopefully everyone i talked about wont be all awkward tomorrow, they never usually arent but there were a few new people today. we'll see.

oh and a thanks to donovan for that game site. i spent all last night playing it. until like 4. im a loser. ha ha ha. and i learned to swim without plugging my nose today :)