always up or down, never down and out.

This weekend was more eventful than I thought it’d be. Went to Lys’s house as planned, talked for hours about everything and nothing at once. We played dumb games and got on the computer for almost the whole night, I missed her more than thought I did. Slept, went to drop Kaelynn off at work, went to burger king, went to Jakes house. We watched Harry Potter, they did their couple thing, it was a little weird and boring. Went back to Elyssa’s house and watched lifetime all day. Unexpectedly stayed the night at my aunt’s house and hung out with my cousin. Played xbox, played with blocks, talked and crap. We all went to bed. Woke up and ate nom nom food. Spent almost the whole day watching True Blood and talking to my aunt about my life and things of that nature. Got picked up, did my homework and watched a lifetime movie about women who just happen to be fat, and just happened to get on myspace. It just so happens that my weekend was amazing and that I currently get to have old conversations with an old friend, even if they do involve the age old question of “what are you wearing?” it makes everything ten times funnier.

*CODY*

I have never in my life missed someone as much as I miss you every second of every day you’ve been gone. When I saw you online I almost had a heart attack, you’re never online when I am. I freaked out even more when I got a message from you, and I freaked out ten times more when you texted me. I haven’t seen you in over a year; I haven’t heard your voice in months. My best friend the marine. I wish you’d never joined honestly; you’d be home now. You’d be a bum living with your mother like your brother… but you’d be here and not stuck in California, no matter how beautiful it is. If you only knew how often I cry or panic when I think of you, I don’t know if I’ve ever been more worried in my life. You were my go to person for years, now your gone and everything’s gone to shit, though I’m learning to deal. I wish you’d just be back damn it. Cody I love you so incredibly much (in a non-I want to date you kind of way), you better not be shitting me when you say you’ll be home soon… I can’t live without my best friend for much longer.