She will love you more than i could, She who dares to stand where i stood.

i have to make this right,

this will be my last time for you,

if i fuck up i can't fix it.

you hurt me,

i wish i could hurt you back,

i can't.

I'd love to move on to where you are,

but I'm not ready,

something about taking things a step at a time.

I'm sorry for everything,

though I'm not sorry enough to chase after you any longer.

i don't know who it is,

but I'm sure they'll be good for you,

better than i could have been.

we were a waste of time,

everything we had was a waste.

i guessed i never did realize that lust,

is the only real thing at this point in life,

and love isn't a game I'm ready to play anyhow.

at this point in time,

i don't want to be friends or anything close.

at this point in time we've never met.

still i wish you the best of luck in life,

and i still hope you'll realize that i was the best for you,

even if i wont be there when you make the revelation.

this is my last blog to you,

i have to make it perfect,

because if i fuck up i can't fix it.