I've come to a decision and it may be stupid but it may help me more than what I've been doing. I'm going to stop talking to you, ignore and avoid is going to be my new motto, otherwise I'm just confused and sad. i don't want to, but i feel like it was an all or nothing thing, i gave you all you fucked it up, now you get nothing. i cannot have you tell me to put my phone away while I'm texting, i cannot see you in stupid clubs my friends go to, i cannot have you hug me because i sound so sick... its all just too much. its nice an all but i feel like shit after... i don't want to be in that place again so just ignore me and avoid me, and I'll do the same. I'm sorry being friends cant work, maybe when i get over it we can try to do this friends thing again, until then I'm sorry. P.S. I'm still here for you 100% if you need me, I'm all for helping someone out even if i shouldn't be doing it. hopefully you'll come to me when you need to, if you need to.
No comments:
Post a Comment