i'd do anything to be as drunk as this guy right now.
i was thinking to much and falling too hard when i really didn't need to, so i had you make a decision for me, you suck at making decisions by the way. i had you choose between me saying all or nothing and regretting it because I'd get nothing, or doing what we've been doing and just hoping I'll be enough while you find someone new. your reply was that you're not going to go back out with me, not what i asked buddy but it definitely made me mentally scream fuck you at the computer screen. looks like I'm done, no not just done, more fucking done than i've ever fucking been before. I'm not saying I'm angry or that I'm never going to want to hook up again, I'm just saying that I'm probably going to start trying for these other people i like, even if it does feel wrong. So I'm starting out once again except this time I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to blush or get butterflies when i see you, and I'm not going to feel bad at all because you're the one missing out... I'm so much more than you deserve.
No comments:
Post a Comment