i met a guy he asked how was my day, i said my day, my day was okay.

i went to sleep at 6 yesterday and not on purpose, i didn't wake up until 6:30 today, it was like i was coming off a really good high but i wasn't. went to the dentist because i had an appointment at 8:10, i don't have to get my wisdom teeth pulled because they're no longer causing a problem, but i do have to go back on the eighth to get two baby cavities filled, ew. then went to get my mom's concert tickets, after that we(me and my grandma) went to 11 worth cafe, it was yummy but i couldn't finish.

went to M.T.C. which was my childhood playground, yeah a car lot, explains my grunge-ness i suppose. my mom's ex-boyfriend owns it and i don't know why but i really needed to see him, i can't drive by and not stop. terry was like my dad, really he's the only person I've ever accepted as being my father and he knows it, yeah we cried today but it may have been a good thing. he's married, has a daughter about the age i was(not his actual daughter), he started racing again and got a good amount of his money back which is pretty sweet for him. we talked about me getting back into his life but i think it'd be awkward, his wife would hate it and i really just don't even want to go there, there's no need to cause drama. sad thing is he automatically thought i was a stoner when he saw me, i mean he's tried like every drug ever, but I'm not a stoner i don't smoke enough. we left after about an hour, hung out with his daughter Olivia for a little bit before, i think she may be one of the only other five year olds i can stand besides Aaliyah... it's unusual.

Thayne asked if i wanted to go to the zoo, i told him that I'm grounded because i am, urgh me and him never hang out anymore... it's so sad. got home and started typing this after checking all my emails, really there isn't much to say. i think sometime I'm going to type a whole blog about terry, he kind of deserves it, maybe another time... I'm still way too fucking tired still.