*whistles and motions*

last night we talked

it involved me asking questions

and you replying with idk

not the best conversation I've ever had

I'm going to try and make this as painless for me as possible

which means no crying

no worrying

and acting like nothing bad has happened

you haven't dumped me

why act like you have

and when you do

I'm still going to stick to what i just said

this high school bullshit just isn't worth it

talked to joshy bear last night

i told him everything

he said that you're just a guy

and i wanted to say that you're more

but you're really not

he still loves me and i sort of find it repulsing

i mean i love him as a friend

maybe even a best friend

but i know his thought process and the way he works

its not right for me

then again this whole thing isn't perfect for me either

i teared up in world history

it wasn't my greatest moment

i kind of wanted to talk to you

but then i figured if you wanted to speak to me

you would have come over and spoken to me

i just realized that this whole bubble

has been pointed at you

every single part of it

and its annoying me

i don't even know if you care enough to read this anymore

i guess

this means i need to write a new bubble

start over

i hate starting over