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Dear Mommy,

Your only daughter left you, your mother hates you, you have no boyfriend. You surround yourself with pets because your friends have all left you, your pets die because you're always at the bar. You're a whore who had a kid at seventeen and needs sex to make herself feel loved. All you've ever done is push me away, I'm done fighting it and I'm ready for you to push me away for good. I'm sick of your bullshit. how am i the loser when I'm fifteen and still figuring it all out, you're thirty three and you clean houses for a living, I'm the loser... no, you're the definition of loser.

You tell me to stop burning bridges with everyone but it seems like the only one I've ever had a bridge be burnt with was you, and you're dumb ass burnt it. I know you're fucking crazy, but if you're going to deny it, figure out how to hide it better. Nobody likes you, everyone in the family knows you're the next rick. someday you'll settle down for a guy who has nothing to offer you but beatings and broken promises and I'll laugh in your face. You fucked up everything in my life but i still fucking worshiped the ground you walked on, honestly I'm having second thoughts while typing this, but then i remember where i am and why I'm here and i could give less of a fuck if you lived or died. Don't expect me to try and be nice to you from now on, I'm done.

Sincerely,

Your Loving Fucking Daughter