i just want to fucking cry, I'm in such a horrible mood, today has been hell. I'm trying really hard just to keep it all together but it isn't working so well. i mean friends are helping but its all too much right now, I'm sick of being under so much pressure all the fucking time with everything i do. i have to do well in school, i have to try and stay calm, i have to keep friends happy, i have to try and not get dumped, i have to try and make everything work and i just want to explode.
homeroom, just homeroom. German, could have been better but wasn't bad. geometry, didn't go, skipped with Eric. world history, wasn't bad. open, had fun. earth space, skipped and talked to people. design, talked to Loretta and Stephanie the whole time. choir, got mew seating chart i like my seat. acp, went to the counselor instead because I'm dropping it. swimming, I'm not swimming because i feel like shit mentally. hoping tonight works out because if it doesn't i have no ride home.
Luc, call me tonight, i need to speak to you and computer wont work. Danielle, meet me after school somewhere, i have no clue where though so we need to talk. Ashton, call me tonight i need to speak to you also. Koda, i absolutely need to fucking talk to you, you're my go to guy again and I'm sure this is a bad idea but i don't care at this point. i have important things to say to each of you, some better than others, I'm going to die.
this was a crappy bubble but oh well, i said i wasn't in the mood.
who made my day today?
Eric Lade, you win a prize... not.
1 comment:
hun stop trying to please everyone else, and please yourself. otherwise all you're gonna end up with is everyone else cheery happy-go-lucky, while you feel terrible inside.
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