so run back to your computer, your mum, and your crack pipe.

its 12:30 which means i was thinking about everything.

ive decided not to talk about me and luc on here... ill leave old bubbles up but everyone knowing whenever we kiss or anything is weird and it makes me feel uncomfortable. actually there are a lot of things that i think im going to try and keep to myself, if i need to write them down i will but i probably wont post it like i normally would, it just doesnt seem worth it to bring some stuff up.

i remember last year at the beginning i was set, i wanted to be a vet like i had wanted before i could pronounce it. i suck with math and though i may be good at cutting open animals... it doesnt mean i like it. taking photo changed my mind, i wanted to be a photographer but the more i thought about it the less i wanted to deal with the whole... intern under someone else and just hope someone discovers you and likes your portfolio. sure i have a unsure future now but i dont want to be unsure and taking beauty shots of high schoolers in 10 or 20 years. then the whole writer thing came along with this blog and i realize that this is nothing more than a piece of shit online diary with a cool background and a kick ass header. if the point of this was to confuse myself more i did it perfectly. i just really need something im good at that i wouldnt mid doing for the rest of my life, i get so bored with things so easily though, its impossible.

im a whore, like really. maybe not as much as others because really ive dated everyone ive fucked for at least a month and i never did anyone in between. ive cheated sure, but the last time i did that was over 1o months ago. im pretty sure not being whorish doesnt work... honestly in the ten months after lochlan and before luc ive kissed ben once and luc a couple times and that was it, i guess im a whore because i lost my vcard in the 8th grade but its not like we hadnt been dating forever and its not like i didnt think i was in love. yeah im dumb and ive done my fare share of whorish things but im not half as bad as the freshman and its not like i get drunk and fuck random guys, plus its my fucking life, i dont go around calling you all prude ugly fuckers who could never get any unless the other person weighed over 250 and played mario games dressed up like the joker do i? no, so fuck off dude, stop reading my blog and stop being my friend if you dont like my life. at least im not fake like most of you fucking douche bags, id rather be preggers at 17 illegally dancing in a gentelmans club with friends behind me, than sitting at home alone without friends surrounded by parrots because they're the only things that will talk to me. get a fucking life, stop sitting on your computer trying to diss me with the obvious, why dont you try getting laid and see if you want to stop fucking people after youve done it a couple times... better yet go fuck yourselves because nobody wants you.

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Uffie - Dismissed

(link to song)

Yeah, Uffie's got it!

Hands up, fast up, people come on, you like my shit,
You ain't ready, I can't hear y'all, Uffies got that shit
East side, west side, where you at?
Come on! Uffie's in this bitch!
Get money, don't stop, ladies stop bitchin' I can rock this shit.

Now it seems to me you fagots got a whole lot of questions,
On this damn holler board you bitches getting some action,
It's obviously a problem, but I won't restrict myself,
Is it hip hop or it is it electro or damn is she coming from hell?

Oh please excuse me bitch but I fuck all you wannabees,
It's just straight into that gossip, you don't have any fiz,
A lot of people read your crap this is web pollution,
This is why I ain't complaining bitch over free promotions
If you just called me a cunt in some other word like _____,
But after this you'll be the one sucking a whole lot of dicks
You brought my popularity ratings higher than ever (aha!),
Thank you, your whole bullshit comments have worked real clever!
Before I answer you bitch, let me spit one question:
If you hate me so much, what's up with your obsession?
I just do my things tight and I don't care about hypes
So run back to your computer, your mum, and your crack pipe.

Hands up, fast up, people come on,
How do you like my shit,
You ain't ready, I can't hear y'all,
Uffies got that shit.
East side, west side, where you at? Come on!
Uffie's in this bitch!
Get money, don't stop, ladies stop bitchin'
I can rock this shit.
(Yeah) I can rock this shit,
Uffie's got that shit (aha),
Uffie's in this bitch.
Yo

Ok, now let's get back to that last pathetic whore (aha),
You think you got me in my crusader gear, ____ well done!
You rap analysis fools should be a bit more clever,
Get back to your dusty mix tape, your CDs and your stickers.
I can't believe all these crowds, it worked out so well.
Maybe I shove my glock in bed so you can shove it in your mouth

Yes, I'm a little white girl, but this you can't a have a point,
I've been through shit in my life, and im coming out strong.
Whose that girl she's so hot, she's never touched any glock!
Bitch if you only knew, yes I have fucking popped.
And tell me why you feel the need to have so much shit on me,
I think it's cause the next thing is this girl called Uffie, got that?

Hands up, fast up, people come on,
How do you like my shit,
You ain't ready, I can't hear y'all,
Uffies got that shit.
East side, west side, where you at? Come on!
Uffie's in this bitch!
Get money, don't stop, ladies stop bitchin'
I can rock this shit.
(Yeah) I can rock this shit,
Uffie's got that shit (aha),
Uffie's in this bitch.

We got our shit all tight we don't care about you jealous ass whores.
From getting off your couch get a fucking life instead of staying on internet dissin' us
You even got this, your words don't mean a thing.
All you got is your mom bringing your fucking cookies to your computer,
Tryin' to get a fucking life!

Hahaha bitch
Yeah, that's cuz' we're the next hot shit