my left nut isnt going down without a fight.

(its an inside joke, jamie knows what im talking about(: )

new month, time to make a change. i think im going to try, copy what i need to copy, take notes when i should, do the homework needed to be done. stop failing my classes and start passing with flying colors. i know i can do it, its not like any of my classes are truly hard or even kind of hard. its time to apply myself, not only to school but to my social life. i hate who i am sometimes. i dont like half the people i sit with at lunch or during open mods, time to make new friends. i'll definitely keep the ones i like but the shitty ones have to go, sorry if thats you. i might actually try when it comes to my looks, i doubt it, but it wouldnt hurt the cause. im not starting this until friday, retake picture day, retake on my life. restarting everything, my first class messages, my thoughts, last month doesnt even matter anymore. certain things happened but the rest of it we wont bring up unless its a good fun topic. i think this might be possible and id like to make it happen. now im going to bed.