im beyond fucking scared, im fucking terrified. i dont want to ruin this like ive ruined everything else in my life so far. im trying not to try because i know its annoying but then i come on here and say more than needed, if i did try i know id be so fucking intense with everything id do that id push you away. i just feel like everything i say is wrong either because im not trying or because i am, im completely at a loss for words. i like you, i really fucking like you, if i didnt then none of what happened would have happened. im happy when im with you and i dont feel like i have to be any different than i am in this moment. i just wish i didnt fuck up with words or get you in trouble like i do, urhg im sorry hun.
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