i know you wont admit this, but i am just a silhouette to you.

i suppose i should put the large moments of the past couple days on here.

talked to Phil last night after i hung up on josh, told Ben to stay the fuck out of my life because he doesn't help anything. typed a blog with the first paragraph aimed at luc and sent him a message saying to read it. went to sleep, woke up. got ready, brushed my teeth last and my electric toothbrush made me puke... i had to re brush which sucked. listened to swimming with dolphins, it put me in a "fuck i don't care what happens either way, fuck if i died right now id be happy because i love these people so much" mood.

read my messages in homeroom, went to my classes. today wasn't horrible. my classes were dull and by the end of the day i had no homework. checked my messages before we got out of school, had a message from luc saying take it, i almost pissed myself. i didn't think he'd know what he was talking about and I'm still pretty sure he doesn't, i texted him asking if we were like going out and his reply was idk, fucking dandy. I'm going to leave him alone and let him figure all this stuff out, he'll tell me when hes ready to tell me, i like not freaking out.... its more.... calming.

hung out with my mom, fought with her then went to see paranormal activity. it was.... not good. i jumped maybe twice, pure disappointment, the only good thing was going to McDonald's after. got in another fight with my mom, came home and found out nobodies here, they went out to eat. I'm thinking of going to bed right now honestly, I'm so tired.

i just found out that the dude from swimming with dolphins and owl city are the same guy.

explains why i like owl city.

I'm still happy nobody else knows about the better band.

makes me feel more special that i know their few songs.