i keep having weird and semi depressing dreams, last nights was unusual and it made me think a bit too much. i had a dream that we'd just bought a new house but it was creepy and old, my across the street neighbor was lochlan. him and i started talking again, i stayed the night (as friends) a couple times then he asked me out, i said yes. the next two days at school were test days, our school was evacuated because someone put hot dogs on the jungle gym, being me i scribbled i love unicorns all over my tests just so i could be done faster. went to talk to the nurse with chris bush and lauren, yelled at some little sick kids and pointed out that a sculpture looked like a cock and balls. waited around for lochlan to get out of his class because he was my ride and saw him talking to matt, they were having one of matts "im whiter, well more pink i guess" contests, lochlan won. watched people in mascot suits dance around in the main gym... it was weird, then left. cried on lauren for about 20 minuets because she was moving to Illinois the next day, then cried because lochlan was moving the next week to i dunno where. i tried coloring a picture for lauren but i never finished it, she seemed like moving was no big deal, they both did. bad dream multiplied by 7.
i woke up at 1:22 and was bummed because luc had already gone to work, checked my first class and answered a shit ton of messages. found out kiki and jake jake are now going out, i point my thumbs upward at this. every girl puts the day they started going out with their boyfriend on their sig, it makes me wonder if i should too, i guess i probably would have done it last year... i think i changed a lot since last year though. i just now realized that at like 1:30 in the morning luc and i hit a week of going out, anniversaries are the most stupid things ive ever heard of honestly, especially the small ones... the big 50 year ones you get like money and shit, the little one month one week ones you get nothing, none are good until the 5th year ha ha.
i have to go help my mom clean the office today, i hate this so much, shes lucky its her damn birthday. gah i need to take my ipod and just tune everything out when i get there, she said its not like it used to be so im hoping we can get it done in only 2 hours, but i doubt it. good thing is that when i see her i get my cell back, i need to talk to people dude, anyone. im so bored dude, im hungry too, maybe i should get my fatt ass up and eat something.
i think my blog has hit a virtual wall, since everyone started making their own they dont ever read mine anymore it seems like. this is sad because i still read all twenty-something of the blogs i fallow, not everyones a huge loser like me, i know but still. usually my poll would have at least 20 votes by now, how do i get only 10? im lacking comments and writing skills but does that mean i should just give up? i guess you tell me what to do, send me a message or something, im at a loss.
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