But I've been waiting this whole night

during homeroom our school mascot was in the hall, we all went outside to see what the fuck was going on, then we turned back around and sat down... fuck school spirit. geometry was blah, i actually talked to my partner guy whats his face a little. design, i worked the whole time and still only got a bit done... its okay i like that class. lit large group, boring until i watched ben say something to dylan that could have only been my secret... hey ben, fuck you. open mods, hung out at a sausage infested table, i swear i was the only ham wallet there. swimming next, decided not to dress out. luc snuck in and hung out with me in the bleachers like any good boyfriend would. in the locker room we talked about that kate freshman bitch thats way to goody fucking goody and turned me into the drug counselor.

went to earth space, got nice breezes from the window every few minuets, i swear drew was having an orgasm every time it came in. music, talked a bit, learned some new songs, laughed at preppy guys holding hands. then acp, i went to design in its place, goodall is a cunt, im going to try and drop that bullshit class thing. german went by fast... like really fast.

school got out and i headed back to the design room to work on my drawing until 3:30. i talked to a janitor lady then left to hang out with luc. met him by the presentation room, he tried explaining something to me... i didnt get it because either its hard or im dumb. give me a few trys, i'll get it eventually and you will be proud of my skills. i had to leave at four, so he walked me part of the way there. saw donovan on the stairs and said hello then pushed luc up against a wall then i hear donovan say, "i saw that" i hope you had fun watching hun. i think i was kind of aggressive today, i mean i kissed luc instead of vise versa... it was just a peck but by the look on his face, i think he was surprised. i think he should have walked me to at least the band room, just saying.

getting my phones switched back out probably because my chocolate is stupid, fail. my moms picking me up on time tomorrow... über fail, i wanted to stay after and kick that freshmans ass. fuck life. i have no phone at the moment, its with my mom, so if youre going to text me about sex, weed, or anything we shouldnt say in school... dont do it. i told my mom to take the card out and we got in a fight, funny how things go. blah shes a bitch most of the time.

little tidbits that didnt make it in but i keep thinking about. me and luc talked about lochlan for a whole minuet, i dont ever want to do that again, talking about ex-boyfriends equals really weird for me. it does make me wonder about his relationship history though, i mean he knows mine... but i dont know if i really want to know. lunsford is really fucking cool and listens to good music for the most part, i give her stars that happen to be golden. i know he's not all "i like you, i like you more, no i like you more..." and im not either, but i am clingy. i like holding hands, actually getting walked places, not a half ass half way walk, kissing, this jizz you know? in all honesty im the typer of person than can totally forget about sex altogether just because of one peck, and i think pecks mean more than, "dam gurl u hot i wan in dos geens u kno!" i keep watching that 70s show, i love it. yesterday eric gave donna a promise ring that she felt uncomfortable about and then in the other episode he went to his girlfriend past and future without donna. if i were given a promise ring i think itd be cute, depending on the person of course ha ha, and honestly sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if id never met certain people... *cough cough* lochlan, ben, and ryan for sure. im hungry and i want food but im too lazy and fat to go downstairs and get some, another fail for ashley. i think im going to take a nice little nappers now.

night my sexy mother fucking booty loving air humping cheek kissing friends... until later when its actually night.

this bubble's lyric is:

"The day is breaking, we're still here
Your body's shaking, and it's clear
You really need it, so let go
And let me feed it, but you know"

look it up i guess

but its not like you look up any of the other ones

those just happen to be the titles by the way