i got back on first class, luc got back on, we kept missing each other by like 2 minuets every time we each got on. finally i told him that i needed to shower and to get on at 12. good shower, lasted 30 minuets. got back in my room, brushed my hair, put on clothes, then did my acne cream stuff and brushed my teeth... in that order. got back on first class and started talking to luc, donovan, and alex mason. just read donovan's epic blogs, talking to mason about random things, and luc is doing physics. true life is on, the last episode was on people who eloped and now its a divorce. i never wanted to get married, but now i guess it all depends on the path i end up taking. i could be the loser ashley who mooches off of friends and works in a strip club, or i could be the ashley who actually goes to collage or at least metro, and trys to do something. for the first i dont want to get married or have kids, for the second i want the wedding and maybe even the kids. its all so far away, but it seems like all my decisions have to be made right now or everything will be fucked. im fifteen, i dont even have my permit to drive, i cannot be making these stupid decisions. i cant even stay awake to do my homework, i cant remember thing i just said two seconds ago and im expected to plan out my life. im going to explode.
watching these people break up is depressing. goodbye blogland.
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