Friday, October 30

ahhhhhhhhh!


oh my gosh

my stomach is going insane

i messaged a number i didnt recognize on my aol account
i just realized it was lochlan
i cant un-send it like you can on first class
i hope he forgets my email address
i hope he doesnt reply
why make things more horrible between us

im such a fucking idiot
i cant believe this just happened
i can seriously hear my heartbeat in my ears
i can feel it in my tummy
its a good thing im laying down
i dont freak out as bad

ahhhhhh fuck

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