i want to dance on a bar!

im watching the movie coyote ugly because its on. i like this move but it makes me really horny which is funny because im like never horny these days, still im not having sex though. sad face ha ha. i guess i could always change that but the whole period thing gets in the way, plus i dont ever want to have sex with just someone i know. for some reason im a big feeling person, i care about how something feels... mentally, i dont know what that makes me.

im feeling extremely clingy today, i dont know just why, all i know is i feel like latching myself on to someones arm and never having them leave my side. its funny because i hate really clingy needy bitches but i am a clingy needy bitch a lot of the time. im a hypocrite but this news shouldnt be new to you all.

im in a chicken sandwich mood... original... from burger king. i also want to go to sleep. id like to thank jamie for her amazingly nice ness and everything she does for me even though i have nothing to offer her in return. i like that we're friends, i know that both of our friends, mine and hers, have been caught up in their own lives and im happy we have each others to get caught up in.

tonight im supposed to have my mom pick me up so we can go see terri, i havent seen that amazing lesbian in a long fucking time, since the end of last school year. im excited but at the same time i feel like shit and all i honestly want to do right now is eat then sleep. im such a fatty at heart. i wonder what i weigh... imma go check, hold on. about 160 give or take, im slowly losing weight, or losing a lot then gaining it back super fast. my goal is to be slightly above underweight by the end of this school year, to bad im not going to do anything to keep that goal... maybe ill just stop eating ha ha.... yeah fucking right.

anyhow, if you need me call 290-6894. im off me blog for now kids.

you have 7 hours to vote on my poll until its a all new one for next month, get your shit done and flush the fucking toilet!