i think i just peed a little.

woke up late, came to school late, got to lit class late. started to fix the fuck-ups i made yesterday with friends. so far today ive only eaten ice cream, i had to eat in the deans office. not talking to certain douche bags still, nothing really eventful happened during the school day, i was on first class a lot.

after school, hung out with ben, we kissed a little, cuddled a bit. not because we like each other, just because we felt like it i guess. had to leave and go to Wednesday night school, some good people were there, some cunts. did nothing the whole time pretty much, during the break me and luc talked and tried throwing a wrapper into each others mouths, he made it in mine but i suck at being black so i lose. we made a deal we wouldnt talk at the beginning of the year because we just annoy each other but he broke the deal. i win at something at least. headed back to the room and all he could talk about over first class was fucking me. he was kidding though ha ha.

went to the pep rally thing but hung out a bit before, sat with jamie for a while, the luc decided he was going to be a douche and play fight with me, i got him in the nuts, yay ashley. ha ha. he left and the rest of us kept hanging out, sean is a hoe. we went inside, watched the whores and football players. i had fun actually. "peel banana, peel peel banana!" it was great. afterwords sean dropped me off at home.

came home, cleaned my room. called zach then josh. got on first class and kept talking to people. luc and i have been having a very interesting conversation. he say he seriously wants to fuck me, i told him unless he plans on dating me for longer than a month too bad, he decided we should go on a date. i laughed and told him it would be weird. he ended up asking why, i told him that im weird, i hang out with the weird kids, we have nothing in common, he just wants in my pants and he doesnt like me like that. he told me that since hes hung out with my friends and i he doesnt think were weird, we could find something in common he wont make a move on me and he does like me. it was very, very, very unexpected. i dont believe him one bit, i guess if i want to break the plans i have a week to do it. he wanted to go out this Friday but im busy all weekend (is it bad to keep a guy waiting like that?). guess we'll see what happens soon enough. i was flipping out, the last thing i expected was to be asked out by luc murphree, god im such a loser. im writing about my date in a blog, can you say movie about a teenage nerd who gets stood up by the fucking hot guy? yus. oh well.