whats with people having this amazing ability to piss me off. my mother is such a bitch all of the time, maybe if she wasnt hammered right now i wouldnt be pissed. i was stuck waiting up all night for something that wouldnt happen, i once again told her to fuck off because i dont want to deal with her or her shit. tomorrow im busy and im not going to see terri on account of friday being retake day and me wanting to look good, straightening my hair takes forever, my grandma already pissed me off because jamie cant come over this week. gah im so sick of people. today was a clingy day, today i felt like i needed attention and i got none, most the time i dont want it and i get too much. im sick, and im tired, and im hungry, and im alone again. am i supposed to be happy about this? apparently i could have gone to lucs house with him mod 14 and we would have been the only ones in the house, which is why he called me like 5 times. i like this idea but i dont know if i completely trust myself with it. i said i wouldnt fuck ben in public, i told lys i wouldnt fuck lochlan when she was near, so many times ive said i wouldnt then did the opposite... i dont want that to happen again. then again i dont need morals and i can be a raging whore if i want to be. blah who cares anymore.
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