another thursday.

i got bitched at this morning, not something that id call new. my grandma decided she wouldnt pay for any of my stuff anymore, i think she may have taken it back though. anyhow on the whole drive to school i was stuck wondering how i got in that situation, i was super tired because i stayed up the night before talking to mason, im mad at christie and she knows that, yet she still acts like nothings wrong when i pass her in the halls. homeroom was nothing special, first class as always and maybe a bit of jamlegend. i talked to sean though, he said he'd pay for my stuff and that i was going to homecoming either way, hes pretty amazing. im going to make sure i cant get any money first though, and if he does pay for anything im going to try and pay him back. geometry was blah, i sit by some john kid all the time, i think hes a junior or senior, who knows. eric sat in front of me.

lunch was nothing special either, i ate with sean and had a screaming fight with stephanie (the one who's my ex wife), some retarded kid told me that if i needed mental assistance to let him know... i laughed. had swimming, i swam, fucked around mostly. did pull ups off the diving board, im beast.

earth space, blah. music, blah. acp, blah. german, blah. stayed after school for earth space, doing it again soon i think. i absolutely need to do my math more, id pay someone to do it for me normally but i have no money. took a test, hung out with brandon a bit, hung out with tutie frutie (black zach) more, copied off his work.

got picked up and went to my house where i changed clothes and fixed my hair. my grandma, grandpa, and i went to dinner at frenandos, the place with the table on the roof. had food, got suckers. i took extras for zach (ryan call #2). then i went to the hospital to see zach, hung out a bit then weston showed up and we went to the "family lounge" it was sexy. gabe and ben showed up pretty soon after we were done talking about tubes up penis's so we started again. no i cant touch my elbows together in front, i know youre in the hospital but you randomly get to see my boobs, not on command. we played telephone then a nice game of heads up seven up. we ended up going back to the room then zach's veggie burger showed up. sarah showed up a bit later and hung out foe like ten minuets before we had to leave. i dont know what to think about anything right now. anyhow weston, gabe, ben, and me wanted to go to chuck-e-cheeses but my grandma said no and their ride didnt want to just drop them off. im not sure if they went or not though. leaving zach's room and awesome hospital bed we gave zach a feathery group hug, sarah didnt join, its because shes short and isnt as cool as the rest of us ha ha ha.

driving back home i felt good, happy i saw zach, happy he was okay, all that jazz. then i was super tired. when i got home i went straight to bed. i got to my room and started being the jealous bitch i am, started thinking way too much, took off a majority of my clothes and went to sleep. then o had to pee so i woke up and peed now here i am. after this im either totally blowing off first class and passing out again or checking my messages, i vote for passing out because im starting to think too hard again.